something inside of my head/heart is totally broken. not sure what it is, dunno how to fix it.  its really upsetting to me and i’m not sure how to handle it. i’d try to totally talk it thru on here but i just don’t even know how to start. so maybe i’ll just sorta pretend like everything is okay for a while. maybe that’ll work.

in other news my two shots from yesterday and the medication are making me totally sick and yet, here i am at work b/c i have a dentist appt later. talk about awesome.

if you need me i’ll be under my desk.